School...

Well today was the first day of school after holiday , I realy dont know how it went , i havent ben in school for 4 weeks and i dont know how and where to be...I feel uncmoftrable all the time but maybe Ill get used to itWell otherwise it has ben an okay day and I just guess it will take time for me to get used to life as it is.

Our desteny.... wohoo its the rising sun....

This post is in memorial of my mom , dad and sister... Rest in Peace"I realy dont remember where I heard this from but "After we have lost everything we are free to do anything...".I havent writen anything in a long time and a lot has hapened , some good stuff that i dont remember but mostly bad stuff. I'll start from the bad things as i dont remember anything good, first of all me and my family had a car crash..The roads were slipery and one thing lead to another and a truck hit our car. There were four of us in that car. Me , my mom , my dad and my sister. Unfortunately I was the only one to survive...Im kind of glad that I dont remember anything. I flew out of the back somehow and broke my arm , I had a head and liver concossion and my right leg isnt yet okay.It was a miracle that I survived.Now , after the funeral , I dont know if it was a good thing to survive or if it would have ben better to die withthe whole family.Someone has to keep this huge house okay .. I quess Im the one. Well I dont have anything else realy on my mind.I just have to move on and try to get my life working...I quess I dont have anything else to say... I dont feel free....Bye!"