School...

Well today was the first day of school after holiday , I realy dont know how it went , i havent ben in school for 4 weeks and i dont know how and where to be...I feel uncmoftrable all the time but maybe Ill get used to itWell otherwise it has ben an okay day and I just guess it will take time for me to get used to life as it is.

Our desteny.... wohoo its the rising sun....

This post is in memorial of my mom , dad and sister... Rest in Peace"I realy dont remember where I heard this from but "After we have lost everything we are free to do anything...".I havent writen anything in a long time and a lot has hapened , some good stuff that i dont remember but mostly bad stuff. I'll start from the bad things as i dont remember anything good, first of all me and my family had a car crash..The roads were slipery and one thing lead to another and a truck hit our car. There were four of us in that car. Me , my mom , my dad and my sister. Unfortunately I was the only one to survive...Im kind of glad that I dont remember anything. I flew out of the back somehow and broke my arm , I had a head and liver concossion and my right leg isnt yet okay.It was a miracle that I survived.Now , after the funeral , I dont know if it was a good thing to survive or if it would have ben better to die withthe whole family.Someone has to keep this huge house okay .. I quess Im the one. Well I dont have anything else realy on my mind.I just have to move on and try to get my life working...I quess I dont have anything else to say... I dont feel free....Bye!"

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Eripositus Anksile kuna ta ei mõista inglise keelt...ega mul midagi targemat pähe tulnudgi....

:S

Half of the holiday is allready over and I havent done anything at all!!!!There is nothing intresting to write about...Tomorow is the new year's eve...2011..just another year...I hope there will be something intresting in 2011 , 2010 was a realy good year , B7 camp was the best thing of the whole year :)!Today , I woke up at 10 , helped my dad , went outside , walked a lot :) then got home and baked a cake with my aunt . Then i went to sauna and now im writing :) after finishing this i think ill watch a movie or something.

booored

I havent felt like writing in few days . I had quiet christmas , got a guitar book! I have eaten alot , played A LOT of Garry's Mod and learned new things on guitar :) , its cold and snowy here , nothing mutch to write. Maybe we'll  make a track for cars on the ice tomorow ! Now im going to watch tv and go to bed :)

Ohyea

Ididnt have time to write yesterday so I have to write exra  but I have no clue what to write again...I'll start with yeserday then.In the morning I did usual stuff , in school we had to pratice all the time, I didnt go to most of the lessons and later that day we had our schools christmas party , our show was okay and we got our reports :). I went to bed early cauze I was so tiered because of hat long shoolday :) .Today I woke up at 11.00. I didint feel realy hungry so I only drinked some coffe. At 13.00 I went to my friends birthday party , my mom and dad picked me up from there at 17.30 and then I went to my grannys birthday party :) got home at 19 or 20 and now im realy boooooooored! oh its christmas! MERY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY! if there is anybody reading this... These days have ben exciting and realy good , Anett and Riho , thakyou for cooperation! We should do this more ! :)I'll go to bed now and lisen to some music :)

Christmas!

Today was a usual day , woke up at 7 etc , school was usual , we didnt pratice mutch today . Tomorow is the last schoolday! and then 2 weeks of freedom!Althought I have no clue what im going to do this holiday... Today when I played KillingFloor I finaly got a real christmas feeling! Now im goig to read and go to bed.Santaclaus is coming to town!